Three Years as a Public Servant: A Real and Honest Reflection

A Milestone in My Public Servant Journey

This month marks a major milestone in my life, three years into my public servant journey, and what a ride it’s been. From day one, I knew I didn’t have the typical experience or background for the role. But someone believed in me. That trust gave me the chance to serve.

Facing Challenges in the Early Years

The first two years tested me in every way. I stepped into an unfamiliar work culture and handled tasks meant for multiple people. I tried to resign, thinking I had reached my limit. But when my resignation wasn’t accepted, I took a step back and reflected. Maybe I didn’t end up here by accident. Maybe I have a purpose to fulfill in this role.

Choosing Integrity Over Comparison

To stay on top of my deliverables, I pushed myself to work harder. I only took time off when family matters needed attention or when I got sick. Even though I sometimes felt frustrated watching colleagues breeze through their day with lighter workloads, I kept reminding myself of my own standards. I choose to act with integrity. I know why I’m here: to serve with honesty and commitment.

A Small Recognition with Big Meaning

In my previous jobs, I stayed 11, 7, and 2 years, always giving my best. But this time felt different. I finally received recognition, not in the form of a trophy or cash bonus, but through a simple certificate. It may seem small, but for me, it carried deep meaning. Someone noticed my effort. Someone appreciated it.

Renewed Purpose and Gratitude

That certificate reignited my motivation. It reminded me to stay focused, to keep learning, and to stay patient. I also started noticing the people around me more. Their support, cooperation, and kindness helped lighten the load. I’ve realized that not all recognition has to come with a price tag. The most meaningful ones remind you that your work matters.

This journey hasn’t been easy, but it has been worth it. If you’re going through a tough time in your own path, maybe your purpose is still unfolding. Keep going. You might be exactly where you need to be.

About the Author:

Renell A. Dela Cruz has been a development worker (support staff) for seventeen years and loves to cook and bake.  She earned a degree in Secretarial Administration and passed the NC II (National Certificate) in Bread and Pastry Production.  During her free time, she bakes cookies, cakes, and pastries, mostly for her lovely daughter’s packed snacks, family occasions, and sometimes made to order.  Currently, she’s working as a Barangay Treasurer.

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